I wasn’t lying

March 13, 2020

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So today, I was asked if I blog.

I was asked by a good old friend of mine. To me, this was an alarm that this blog has eyes on it. I am pretty sure this person is aware of this blog.

What did I say?

I “used to.”

Technically, that wasn’t a lie. I haven’t blogged in more than a couple weeks, and before then it was even longer. Anyway, this represents the confirmation that this person was likely seeking.

I want to remain anonymous. I hope this person doesn’t tell me that they read this. I want to sit at the computer and fill it with words of honesty with no filter. Some of this stuff will be embarrassing to admit. Stuff that I don’t necessarily want advertised. But I am being open.

I am using this outlet as a release and I wasn’t necessarily expecting anyone to read it. We all go through our ups and downs in this life. We all have our challenges to overcome. I am just trying to chronicle mine as best as I can.

I have not written here as much as I would have liked. That is not to say that I won’t chronicle some things non contemporaneously. I have just been focused on one thing and one thing only: success. Success to me likely looks different to others. It looks different to my younger self. But I came to the realization that change was needed for me to hit my goals and this blog represents that.

Think of it what you will.